Silence IS Golden.... Isn't It?? {{Mickayla}}

[mickayla allison bennett]

Mickayla Allison A L L I E Bennett

Secrets Forever Untold, Now Revealed...

[mickayla allison bennett]

Entry One

Ok, so... I'm finally going to start writing in this Jorunal. First, I think I'm going to like having this thing. It's another way for me to express myself. Aside from my art. Speaking of art, i've been spending a lot more time in the art room lately. Well, I've also been spending a lot of time in the office. See, I keep sketching during my classes, and not paying attention, so I get sent down to the office. Idiot teachers... They don't understand anything. They don't realize that I absolutely need art. Without it I'd die. They don't understand that I live, eat, breath, and drink art. Everything about me needs art. I mean, it's my soul. My whole life is art. I mean, hoave you seen my dorm lately? Haha, my mom has. She was pissed. Speaking of which, she's really trying to stop my art. That's never gonna happen. Oh, she doesn't understand anything. that may be because I don't tell her anything... er... show her. That's probably the right word.

Man, I can't remember the last time I spoke. I'm not even sure I remember my own voice anymore. I don't even know if I can talk anymore. every time I try their words come back to my head. 'Everyone would be happier if you shut up.' that was why I don't talk anymore, because when I was younger I was told everyone would be happy if I didn't. I grew up her at Forevermore, and... the teachers said that. Of course, they were right. It does seem everyone else is happier know. I mean, sure I'm not, but... that's ok. I mean, it's not like anyone actually cares if I'm happy or not... they just... don't. Of course, being depressed isn't the best thing, but... whatever. I mean, writing and art are my ways of getting everything out. According to my mom, if I don't tell someone my feelings soon, I'm going to explode. I don't want that... no no no... that would be bad.

Well,,, i don;t know what else to day, so... buh bye.