feels insane || sebastian

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neverthink *[/b][/i][/color][/font]
when life offers you a dream other half
smile and look pleased thicker than blood
could affect anyone that strongly practically family
they’re just cliff diving inseparable
like I’m going to join his stupid gang someday inner circle
i can see in your eyes what it does to you when i say their name same clique
in a car with red and blue lights on top partners in crime
safety hazards that dancing presented best girl friend
allow him to have this level of influence over me best guy friend
are you speaking to me again? confidant
i tried to be crafty as i hid my horror secret keeper
i looked like a half-drowned cat and my boots squeaked emotional support
it was like the first day of school all over again close enough friends
it does great in a collision close friends
someone i could easily be friends with good enough friends
ridiculously easy to live with good friends
inattentively along the margins average friends
the place was nearly filled weekend friends
i stared at his face in profound relief childhood friends
did you ever think that maybe my number was up friend of a friend
i probably should have been used to that by now — but i wasn’t enemies turned friends
i honestly can’t dance party friends
you obviously have the same blindness drinking buddies
they weren’t allowed, they were prohibited fake friends
the shattering beats made it impossible friendly enemies
the images i’d been trying so desperately to avoid faded friendship
do you want me to carry you again? fwb
you always take me by surprise make out buddies
i said it would be better if we weren’t friends, not that i didn’t want to be would be friends
make it through the day without so many catastrophes secret friends
i don’t owe you anything unrequited friends
you think i lifted a van off you? guarded friends
someone has to spread the good news that we survived just met
i might as well do it thoroughly acquaintance[/color][/font]

eyesonfire *[/b][/i][/color][/font]
a danger you’ve chosen to inflict on all of us go to hell
we’d all be under gravestones now play in traffic
you don’t want to be rash about permanent things hardcore hate
i apologize for being such a monster by association
where’s the flood, mutt? peer pressured hate
oh, wonderful, i knew i smelled something nasty name hates you
the chainsaw impersonation was getting a little tired you hate name
enjoy, mongrel mutual hate
you. got. food. in. my. hair name dislikes you
i’m not going to forget this, dog you dislike name
i have killed a hundred times more often than you have mutual dislike
you disgusting beast. don’t forget that unrequited enemies
i’ll help him toss you, dog distrust
i owe you a good kick in the gut mockery
the more time he spends here, the less chance there is annoyance
that we’ll ever get the smell out irritation
except a menace barely tolerable
wretched about every part of this tolerance[/color]
has always been a little strange unworthy of name
admiration was like air to me unworthy of you
you have a whole life ahead of you, everything i want jealousy
you’re going to just throw it away bitterness
keeping you locked up like this guarded enemies
if we had happy endings friends turned enemies
a thousand times better would be enemies
never showed the slightest preference backstabbed
i was silly and shallow, but i was content cheated
over my pile of ashes rivalry
you already have everything friendly rivals
i don’t mean that i have any aversion to you old enemies
i wish there had been someone there to vote no for me scared of name
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fullmoon *[/b][/i][/color][/font]
do i dazzle you? spouse
it makes me anxious to be away from you fiance
you are exactly my brand of heroin final
and so the lion fell in love with the lamb in love
it was just how close you were past love
you’re intoxicated by my very presence you're name's brand of heroin
it’s just that you are so soft, so fragile name's your brand of heroin
you are my life now soulmate
shall i explain how you are tempting me? future
you can sleep, sweetheart, i’ll carry you current
you should have waited for me, you should have told me rocky relationship
we’re not having this discussion anymore past on bad terms
that’s the beautiful thing about being human. things change past on good terms
i don’t want my presence to take anything away from you past with chemistry
you’re overestimating my self-control past name's not over it
want you to come with me past you're not over it
your memory is no more than a sieve past name wants you back
well, i won’t forget, but my kind… we’re very easily distracted past you want name back
the odds are always stacked against us on and off relationship
you smell just exactly the same as always middle school sweethearts
so maybe this is hell, i don’t care. i’ll take it high school sweethearts
you shot across my sky like a meteor mutual crush
there was brilliancy, there was beauty crush on name
you can take all the time you need name has a crush on you
i’ll let you pay me back, if that makes you happy past crush on name
shut your window if you want me to stay away tonight name had a past crush on you
sees things differently than other people unrequited crush
if i asked you to do something, would you trust me? lust
trying to let me off the hook when i make mistakes sexual tension
i’m nothing if not thorough innocent flirting
i want to give you things, not take things away from you not-so-innocent flirting
i’m just going to do what i want now fleeting glances
i might as well do it thoroughly current fling
i’m tired of trying to stay away from you future fling
i always say too much past fling
you’ve got a bit of a temper, don’t you? one night stand
what if i’m not a superhero? what if i’m the bad guy? hot and cold
why am i covered in feathers? bed warmer
totally and completely blissed out cuddle buddies[/color][/font]

icaughtmyself *[/b][/i][/color][/font]
and we came to see if you would share cousin
you can’t see the changes that we see other family
i will always tell you the truth name's hero
the sharpest memory they have name's your hero
i’d forgotten how exuberant you are you admire name
i don’t think he ever planned to outlive you by long name admires you
we may already be too late you respect name
if he gives into his more theatrical tendencies name respects you
we don’t have time for a concussion today dream girl/boy
i think she’s having hysterics stalker
this hostage stuff is fun obsession
things are going to start slipping through the cracks roommate
you do smell nice, i never noticed before first name basis
and we came to see if you would share want to meet
there’s no danger to us mutual protection
much, much more than really necessary you're protective of name
make a new decision, no matter how small name's protective of you
might as well document the experience met online
leave it to you other, specify[/color][/font]

thecredits *[/b][/i][/color][/font]
mkayy! this plot page was made by chan. it took him three whole days to finish. the quotes belong to stephenie meyer which means the quotes are from the twilight series which i don't own. don't steal this or i'll bite you. [/center]